Tonight was lame.

So I hung with the "bad crowd" tonight, I thought it wasn't gonna be so great because well I figured my mex friend would bail out and leave, crying back home. But she didn't this time, we stayed for like a couple of hours, and in between she gets all wasted. I don't panic; I really didn't care, until I remembered that I'm supposed to be the "good influence" I took a bunch of rips but that didn't make me crazy as she was. I honestly don't know if she was acting or just being stupid. Either way she WAS/IS stupid.
She kept being in the spotlight with the guys and the other girls I was with, got jealous? So now they're hating on her or me I guess, i don't know. Lol. But I'm super scared of my friend's dad. I really hope she doesn't get caught. Or else I'll be dead.

My mom, I really don't know if she was cool with me doing that kinda stuff, I don't think she is, but I was honest. I didn't tell her exactly "Oh I did this and that" but she got the idea i Guess.



And bunnie lover, if you're reading this, I really hope you keep this blogger thing :(
I am going to miss you so much, I hope you have the best time of your life at Oregon(my dream place). Maybe someday I'll come pay a visit. Please take care of yourself, I believe in you so I know that no matter what, you're always gonna be with your chin up high. :) Don't ever look back, or let anyone make you feel belittled. You're great, no questions asked. I'm gonna miss our crazy times...
I am really gonna miss you my mokest friend, but i'm not so sad knowing that you're determined to keep this place in the world wide web. :) Because so am I.
Con mucho amor <3,
Kathy